-The neon glow of the casino entrance used to feel like a sunrise, full of promise. At twenty, I was a rising star in the corporate auditing world, sharp-eyed and disciplined. But beneath the professional veneer, a dual shadow was growing. What started as a casual bet and a "stress-relieving" habit soon became a relentless engine of destruction.

-On June 2nd 2024, I had a chance to give my life to Christ after a very long struggle with Religion. Shida kanitandika proper nikaamuwa acha nitafute mungu. I went to Jcc Thika Road where this Pastor called Pastor Morris Gacheru was Preaching about Slaves in Christ, that topic got me and I felt it in my spirit, nikaamuwa for once, wacha nipeane life yangu kwa christ.

-In the early 2000s I was a college student just learning to be on my own, it was challenging and exhilarating at the same time.

-A Kenyan woman named Halima(not her real name) once opened up about her experiences in bedminton, yaani kitandani wala sio sebuleni. She said that in mtwapa, she used to charge KSh 500 per round, while in town docks, pahala pa wanabiashara, it was KSh 5,000 for the whole session or overnight, yaani usiku kutwa. Sometimes she would get generous clients who doubled the price, but others would sleep with her the entire night and then rudely kick her out with just one word: “TOKA UENDE KUMANYOKO” .She caught several infections including HIV, gonorrhea, etc along the way, but life was so tough that she kept going. In the end, she reformed after an encounter with a Maasai man who had a very big “dzaddy kool” He hurt her badly during the act and then refused to pay her.

-I remember my first suicide attempt...I won't go into detail of what drove me to such lengths but I remember my final thoughts on that day. Unajua, most people think that people do regret suicide, but I don't think that's the case. Mimi personally, I never wanted to die, but I didn't want to live either, I had nothing to live for completely, mind you I was 15 yrs old.

-Can we talk about imposter syndrome and how it quietly cripples you?

-My name is Stan, and at 24, I’ve already lived through a storm that almost took everything. It started with a digital plane on a screen—Aviator. What began as a "quick win" soon became a psychological trap. When the screen flashed "Cashed Out," I felt like a king; when it crashed, I felt like nothing.

-Mh,, Being born again requires grace, especially after being a baby Christian...l was a teenage girl at 13 yrs, who was determined and eager to know God, BUT l never knew the bitter truth about salvation, until l was rejected in church, yes rejection even by a pastor’s wife, where she used to buy me expensive gifts ,since she used to take me as her daughter until one day she came back for them, women in church came against me ,telling me "eti naharibu kanisa" They never wanted me around their children. l used to walk alone, tha sad part is where my grandma believed them and everyday she used to abuse me, telling me l don’t deserve to be in church. All of this nobody would stand with the truth, they just hated me out of nothing. l heard to move to another church for the peace of mind...either way l chose to forgive them and let go...today they come saying hae to me ,feeling guilty on their faces and all their daughters they parted ways in a very shameful way. But l thank God l never…

-In 2018 I started smoking under influence from my peers. I used to think that smoking was a flex, only to realise that I got myself into a massive addiction that was hard for me to leave. I didn’t notice it at first coz I used to feel good when high. So many years passed until I got a girlfriend. I was out of school. No one knew I was a smoker. It was a silent addiction. The lady I got noticed and left, the second until the sixth when it clicked on my mind. I started seeking medication, by that time, I had lost many jobs and started being on depression. It cost me alot of money to recover from smoking addiction. It was never a good idea for me since I lost a lot. Now am a saved man with a dark history of addiction.