Are we really scared of death?

I remember my first suicide attempt...I won't go into detail of what drove me to such lengths but I remember my final thoughts on that day. Unajua, most people think that people do regret suicide, but I don't think that's the case. Mimi personally, I never wanted to die, but I didn't want to live either, I had nothing to live for completely, mind you I was 15 yrs old.

I am known as the easy child,you know..ule mwenye the parent didn't have to stress about. I grew up too fast, thinking that maybe if I did the most, I'd be loved more, if I put others before me, they would love me more.This is how I ruined myself before knowing. But if you've ever wondered, no we are not scared of dying,we regret; not being able to do what we wanted simply because of how bad this life is and hoping for a second chance in the next life.