My labour room experience 🅿

My scenario in the labour room 🤣😥
It is 4 days since labour started, am now tired and just want to rupture for baby to come out.
All the nurses doesn't want to see me because I have been disturbing them each and everytime for them to measure the passage 🤣. It's now 8:00 a. m. I am now tired of waiting , I start pushing even before the baby says am now ready to come out. Everyone is now shouting at me to stop because I'll cause some injures to the baby. But my mind has already made a decision to push . Am now pushing harder almost wants to rupture. Then they bring some drugs and induce me . I now become more mad than ever and start slapping nurses 🤣🤣🤣. The poop is now everywhere with the blood but this time round , I have no energy to push. One of the nurses decide to force my baby out by applying force on my belly. The baby comes out. My son . 4.09 kgs. I have a 30 degrees tear. It is a severe tear. I have to see a specialist . Theatre room is full. " Mama, you'll have to wait till tomorrow". I have no option but to wait.
Above all , am glad , I have my son and the specialist will come and everything will be okay 💯