My college years were a dark, endless nightmare. While other students complained about bad Wi-Fi or boring lectures, I was fighting a silent battle against starvation. There were times I went for three straight days without a single morsel of food passing my lips. My stomach would twist in agonizing knots, and my head would spin so badly I could barely stand up during lectures.
Back at home, there was absolutely no one to support me. My poor mother was struggling in the village just to survive. I couldn't even bring myself to call her daily; what was the point? It broke my heart because I knew she had nowhere to turn, and hearing my voice cry for food would only crush her spirit. The burden of unpaid school fees hung over my head like a guillotine, threatening to end my future at any moment. I felt utterly abandoned, drowning in poverty and despair.
But today, everything has changed.
By the grace of God, I am done with my studies. The sleepless, hungry nights are over. I finally managed to secure a job, and the greatest joy of my life is that I am now the one taking care of my sweet mother, making sure she never lacks again. This journey broke me, but it also built a bridge between me and my Creator. I promised to love God forever for pulling me out of that deep pit.
I never thought one day I'll depend on prayer like I do now , one small inconvenience , and I talk to God . It feels so good , man . I love it here . He was my only anchor when the world was completely dark, and He is my everything now.
By the grace of God, I am done with my studies
Written on 16/05/2026
Clement Ochieng
