The tight hug pierced my heart. Cheated

Written on 21/07/2026
Moses Mutisya

It was the days of achievements and happiest experience in my life when I joined campus from highschool where i learnt that high school life was in between life and death in simpler words, survival for the fittest.

It's me again, I joined campus and then I fell in love with my course mate even though we had been advised against by our microbiology lecturer known as madam Murithi the teacher i loved her skills and her motivation during lecture time. Now we met with my girlfriend during lecture time waiting for the lecturer to come. I had lost my book so she was the one took the advantage and I approached her. We loved each other even though she was in another relationship that she seemed to be more happier than mine but in me she showed love but my competency compared to the other guy was untouchable indeed. The guy sent one of my friend to me and he said "please mwambie Mosseh, Willy ni wangu I beg aniachie yeye" and this sounded as a motivation instead of stopping the behaviour but the girl fell in love with me more than him.

One day he contacted me without knowing or understanding where he got my number from. He asked the to stop dating the girl but I told him we are in the race whoever wins the heart of the girl atamchukua tu and I stopped the chat. One day I went to my friends hostel and one man talked about the girl and he said I am glad to date the girl but I couldn't show off if she's mine. So as we're in lecture room, the lecturer was teaching, a guy asked the girl outside and it was an evident that me and my opponent we were being cheated on. So the girl went outside the room and she hugged the guy a tight hug. I was jealous immediately I saw the same. I was about to faint but ulcers were in the race I went to hospital and I was admitted for 3 days.

I met with her again being carried by a man with two hands and I didn't speak anything but for me I knew one day the sun will be seen during the night. So I kept promising her that she will be the birthday girl during my birthday but I knew hii ni ile siku. So the day came I bought everything including snacks, soda etc and then people insisted that I should have a girlfriend and because everybody knew the girl will be the one to be chosen for the day ikakuwa kitu igine. I had planned and paid another girl to act as my girlfriend instead of choosing my real girl I faked relationship for that day. Guess what? The girl cried and people mocked me but mission accomplished. I felt guilty. Until that day I decided not to date again till I get my real girl with love .