My First Heartbreak~ part 2

I was shocked when I had a lady's voice behind the phone,,she asked me who I was and courageous I told her am John's girlfriend to my shock she told me that she is his wife and they already had a child. I couldn't believe that John could do that to me, I hanged up the phone for I was in shock. The next day I called him and he told me he had already moved on with his life and I should do so. I took some time to heal and it worked.
After some months of healing I got his text saying he regrets everything and I should re consider him, but that time I had already developed hatred towards him but he continued calling me. After sometimes I had that he and his wife had part ways and it wasn't a big deal to me. One particular day we met while doing our normal work and invited me for lunch, I couldn't resist the food so we went. We talked, I realized that I still have feelings for him so I decided to give him a second chance.
After some months I joined college and two weeks after I found out I was pregnant I didn't know how to go about it but abortion wasn't an option I told him about it and he hyped so much about it.