2nd June 2024, I got born again and gave my life to christ at a popular church along Thika road. It was just a normal sunday and things ended well as usual, little did i know that that day was my shift of life. My life started becoming hard and confusing.
But i used to be told to hold on to God. I did that since i was a newborn in my spiritual life.
I started becoming more spiritual and escaping the reality of life. It started as a service. I gave myself to that church just to serve.
My main aim was to heal from the trauma I had previously. It was okay at that point. Was'nt being paid.
After 1 year of services, i started getting paid 1500 per week. Since that was my source of income, i got used to it until i forgot my purpose.
Ndio pia mjue kanisa sio place poa ya kuheal. Leaders of the church started treating me as a bad person. They took the advantage of pouring their bad spirits on me. At first it was okay since I knew, vitu kama izi hazikosagi, but ilianza kuenda mrama when i was accused of stealing a phone, was mishandled alafu later on ukweli ikajulikana. I kept silent with all the pain. No one came to apolgise... ni kuzoea walizoea.
Since am a mid 20 guy with long hair, they confused me with a thug. I stayed strong for 3 years with alot of humilliations from church leaders.
One day as i was praying, a thought came to me just to remind me who i was... The life i promised myself was not the life i was living.
After all madharau and working hard from 8a.m to 10PM just to be paid 6500 per month took a weight on me. I decided to call it quits. I did the proper way. Where i wrote the resignation letter to the office. Now i don't regret anything but tge God i serve is able to deliver.